The hottest love has the coldest end ♥

Forget it, Talk to me if you want if not i think you are better off without me.
My desktop dies on me everyday when i want to use it and i hate using the laptop cause its so slow and it often close my webs down for no reason, to hell with it. 2 months of not seeing each other is nothing if you truly love someone as said by coupleheart but why do negative thoughts keep rewinding in my mind? I really dont understand at all, i've been rather distracted this few days there's just too many problems around waiting for me to solve.

Had netball at Changi today, I always feel more carefree during training. Coach(es) was rather in a good mood today they gave us lesser training and more games. We didnt exactly play netball but played Captain's ball against 1ep. Cristabella damn cute uh, she threw the ball at the wrong goalkeeper! Can you actually believe this, Rachel Keira who is from 1ep, parents are our netball coach cool or what. But that doesnt mean Rachel can get special privelledge they still treat all of us the same :D Almost the whole of 2ep is going for the netball exchange programme that means only left Joan Joanne Anthea Andrea Charlene and me in 2ep. After training, had lunch with them and went home immediately. The stupid flu of mine dont wanna go away manxz, aww tomorrow shall be a better day i guess. C vs HC tomorrow.

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Andrea: Yeah, happy copying then :D

Estella: Aww thanks hotstuffxz, my loyal reader aye!

Yvonne: Coupleheart is loved too {3

Aaron: Hey, I'm alright how bout you ?

Eldyana: Yeah lah make me so embarassed at science centre!

Ivan: Oh alright.

Zetty: I'll definately miss you too alot!

Edward: What thing ?

Eldyana: Oh yeah hopefully i will get into the same class as you next year!

Jiahui: Its super duper uglam!

Liying: I'm damn shy in class okay, just that you dont know lol :D

Andrea: Hey netball was great.

Jiahui: Haha eat smarties before exam?

Cristabella: I luvv 2ep too!

Anthea: Harhar eh stop the gay thing lah!

Kailing: Oh haha did he bloody stare at you or something since you so pretty? :)

Celestial: So damn fxcking jealous can.

Yvonne: Definately coupleheart {3 Cannot tell anybody about that thing k!

Shafiah: Yeah :)

I'm tired of all these already, I really am ♥

Terribly sick, I think i might be catching a cold soon with my flu and cough. Had streaming briefing this morning at nine i've decided to go to either 3/5 or 3/3. There's no thru-train class available anymore next year just that 3/5 is learning some O level things so i thought why not learn it in an earlier stage as we will all learn it when it comes to sec5. Most probably getting into the same class next year as babe/loverr. After that met hunney at interchange to pass her the books, she damn cute uh. Coupleheart's currently damn upset/stress over relationship problems well at least she still has someone close to care, concern for her but me, nothing! I seriously need a heart-to-heart talk with Andrea or Anthea all these problems of mine keep running thru my mind, and it seems like everyday a new problem occur.

Major stress. Read yellowelectricalstars/bs for more information, i'm lazy to elaborate all over again. Today isnt any better either another two problem. Since my mum has been really busy for the past few days, she asked me to teach my brother to study as his exams are this week. For the whole day since 2.30 till now my brother have been doing one assesment only i asked him to do the second one he told me he was tired and wanted to rest. Please lah its not like asif i didnt let him rest right, its just that he didnt made use of his resting time wisely and went to play soccer instead. And now he blames me for not giving him enough time to rest, what crap. Yes it doesnt bother me at all but at the end of the day, it will be me getting scolded instead of my brother. You just dont understand my parents, they scold me for almost everything i do they never care at all. The second problem isnt as worst but i dont know why ive got this feeling that we are kinda drifting, i believe coupleheart would understand how i feel aye, I shared with her about the incident between me and -. Thoughts kept flowing thru my head, did i really fall for him? Aaron says he dont mind letting me go if - treats me nice, but he will wait. I dont wanna let him wait for me for nothing if he really has someone in mind, the girl must be 100 times better than me definately. Anyway thanks Coupleheart for listening to all my nonsense love you <3

The best part of me is always you ♥

The picture above was taken by Azim on the first day in Cambodia when we were sitting in the Ox-Cart Ride watching the sun-set. The boy damn cute lah thou he didnt even smile throughout the whole journey, Baby Bunny ;D I want Chelsea to win Liverpool, LOLOL !

TWO STUPID FXCKING PERSON MADE ME SO DAMN PISSED OFF YESTERDAY, ONE OF THEM IN FROM 2/5 SOMEMORE. YESTERDAY AZIM TOLD ME THAT - WAS STARING AT ME IN THE CLASS PHOTO AND I'M SO DAMN FREAKING ANGRY CAN, SORRY TO ALL THOSE WHOM I VENT MY ANGER AT. LIKE WTHELL LAH, HE HAVE BEEN STARING AT ME FROM THE DAY WE TOOK CLASS PHOTO TO EXAM TIME TO CAMBODIA LEH, HE'S HORNY OR WHAT MANXZ? CAN I KILL HIM STRAIGHT INTO HIS HEART, I DONT GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE. I'M SO DAMN TIRED OF ALL HIS CRAPS ALREADY, HE ISNT MY BOYFRIEND OR ANYTHING SO WHAT RIGHTS DOES HE HAVE TO STARE AT ME. IF HE STARES AT ME ONE MORE TIME, I SWEAR I'M GONNA BLOODY SCOLD HIM LIKE HELL TEST ME! SO WHAT IF HE VIEWS MY BLOG, I DONT CARE ANYMORE LAH MY BLOG IS SUPPOSED TO BE FOR ME TO WRITE MY PERSONAL STUFF/DAILY THINGS WHAT NOT HAPPY THAN FXCK OFF LAH KNN. THE OTHER PERSON IS SOMEMONE FROM CORAL N(A) ALSO, NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE HIM, SOME PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW AS I TOLD THEM IN MSN. THAT PERSON CAN SIMPLY GO AND DIE PLEASE

Anyway, Happy Birthday Josiah. You are 15 but that doesnt mean you dont give me my Birthday Present right ? :D

Kidnap my heart Sweetest Sin ♥

'Petrina has blossomed in the second semester. She has taken the initiative to be more responsible towards her work and her responsibility in class as Security and Safety Monintor. She is an individual who is shy at times but dedicated in her duties'

At least my duty as being Safety and Security Monintor for the last few months havent paid off. Seriously my marks for Overall 2008 isnt what i've expected uh, almost all borderline lah its like total Go-And-Die please! And I'm so ashame of myself cause my parents had high hopes for me and i ended up showing them this kind of results. Though i failed only one subject and they didnt say much things but i knew they werent that happy cause they spent over $1000 on my Science tution and i ended up failing science, wthell -.-

Year 2009 will definately be better. And yes 58% totally isnt what i expected lor, I expected myself to get at least 65% oh all my high hopes. Drop this subject, 2/5 gathering at Mr Nazmi's place this Sunday it will be fun getting together as a class for the last time aye :) My 2.4 run is like 11.43 sia, Florance and Amanda know why right harhar. And Cheerup Florance, Dont brood over it anymore ♥

I guess this time its really goodbye ♥

Tomorrow's the last day of school, the last day with 2/5 D: Our class have been really united and excellent for the past 10 months. I still remember the time when anis & amanda didnt bring thermometor and Mr Osman punished them writing 1000 lines each if not they will get bms. Almost our whole class helped them with the writing, oh that was the first time i saw our class being so united at a time like this even those people who were kinda unfriendly helped too! How i wish i could rewind time back to January when we just got to know one another. I've met really fabulous friends in this class like Cheryl Shafiah Eldyana Amanda Peixian Florance Justina Zetty. And after tomorrow there's no more 2/5 aww, Eldyana plan a gathering asap kxz :D

Harhar talked to E & K on msn just now. They were practically like crazy keep saying i dao them :l You owe me a talk in school i dont care aye. Talked to my babe too, we kept talking about someone which made us laugh like crazy aye. Haha 'The shirt is smallest size leh' LOLOL Damn funny lor. Cambodia slideshow + video tomorrow with Class 1/5. Oh the video is so damn fxcking embarassing especially the part when we danced with our Cambodian friends. SHIT BANGSXZ! Okay goodbye :D

Sweating out an endless fever ♥

Azim was right, once you leave Cambodia you will miss that place alot. But when you are in Cambodia you keep wanting to leave that place and go back to Singapore wthell. Got to make Cambodia's powerpoint presentation tomorrow after school as we are gonna present these slides to the secondary one express classes so they will donate money to the orphanage we visisted in Cambodia. Might be going to the other levels to ask for donation if there's too little money. Gosh i really miss the times in Cambodia, the visit to the orphanage, Barray High School, Pony Cart Ride. Oh i miss the pony cart ride the most cause thats probably the most enjoyable thing. The long aeroplane flight is also like damn fun but not the part when this stupid china man sitting infront of me vommited when we stopped in vietnam. C F & A knew how high i was in the plane.

School today was sucha bore. Except during recess i actually laughed my ass out with Grace Liying Yuping, 'the adult bra' okay i better not get too disgusting here. The inspirational movie wasnt as inspiring as i thought it was bored actually harhar loser. My results are so not what i expected manxz, Geography marks is like total go and die please not to mention physics and chemistry too the lowest marks i've ever expected. But i was so glad i got a just pass for my maths and biology. There goes my thru train class chance but if any of girlfriends get in i'll definately be damn happy for that person or anyone from 2/5 ;D
Yvonne's Coupleheart since 201008, I love you oh <3

The deafening silence between us kills ♥

Cambodia rocks, Right Baby Bunny :D
I've no idea why my hair was so messy in the picture, ignore it.
Overall Cambodia was so fun, Made new Cambodian friends.
And new friends from Coral, Like my stupid Mr Bean Farhan & Nabeel.
Ms Sharifah and Ms Tracy Tan sang for us songs during campfire cool aye.
We visisted Barray High School to teach them english,
They are all like older than me and cheryl by so much but they are nice :D
Cambodia's temple is like so hot right Yvonne, Is that a complain ? LOL
Both of us were sweating like hell lah unlike the rest, asri & cheryl -__-
And yes the visit to orphanage was awesome to the maxz,
The girl at the top of the picture was my new friend there another girl too.
But i will post her picture on my next post or maybe not.
And this small boy there was super cute lah he keep singing for us.
Oh cheryl the stupid beetles in Khmer Homestay which kept us awake -.-
Azim's the funniest during the whole trip, No money no honey ' Go away' !
My new favourite phrase, Baby Bunny. Azim Cheryl Faizal should know (:

Rearrange the loss of hope to form the shape of our hearts ♥

Jeremy Ng's sucha sucker really ! (No offence if you read this)
He told me he was 12 on friendster , than he said he was 52 on msn. HAHA !
Infact he's actually a 19 year old ass and he studies culinary how great.

But i knew him since last year and he pretended that i was someone new -.-

He's sucha fool, but he's a real entertainer.

I will be flying off to Cambodia tomorrow at 5am D:

Remember to tag everyday okay daily readers, Cause i might wanna close down my blogs due to no tags ALWAYS.

So guys better start tagging to save this blog aye hahaha (:

I got so touched by the messages that my girls send to me, aww .

You guys above will be missed like fxck definately.

A and xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx also lah :)

a goodbye message from xxxxxxxxxxxxx will be nice.

And the sentinel stars set their watch in the sky ♥

Omg the big field opposite Pinevale is gonna construct a school.
And the students going to that school are Eurasian, HARHAR !
Yesterday was awesome, Arrived at Ivan's around 5.30.
Played alittle monopoly and than started cam-whoring with them.
Bonded alot with my babe, I laughed with her like crazy really.
Yesterday was the last day i could see her until next next week D:
I will miss her hell loads and her xxxxxx too of cause.
After the party ended, Met A, A, L, A, Z at Clarke Quay.
The ambience there was excellent, but i managed to snap 2 picture only.
I dont know how but Anthea suddenly fell down, gawd damn funny lah !
You should have seen what Zanicar did, oh so fxcking sweet :)
Slacked near the river, had a heart-to-heart talk with my girls.

See the lights are like so beautiful :D
Have a safe flight asshole.

Love is the big booming beat which covers up the noise of hate ♥

Internet explorer chose to die on me when its after exams period D:
So now i'm using the oh so sucky Mozilla Firefox, I'm not used to it.
I'm so worried about my results, what if i fail it keeps rewinding in my mind.
I must pass my maths & science manxz, if not i will kill myself :)
Had Cambodia breifing just now, somehow i dont really feel excited at all.
Anyway did our 'greetings' and 'story vocabs'. I was laughing all the way !
I cant imagine me reading aloud stories to the 15/16 years old people in cambodia.
After the thing ended, headed to ws macs with C, F, A :D
Was crapping loads about the asshole gay in our class damn funnaye.
I'll be gone next wednesday, and thats paper checking week. Sighs
I cannot fail eoys, I cannot fail eoys, I cannot fail eoys, I dont care !

021008 Birthday wishes from peeps, (In no particular order)

Anthea, Andrea, Zanicar, Aaron, Zachary, Cristabella, Sheryl, Shane, Jiayu, Joanna, Joanne Ong, Joanne Ng, Amanda, Grace, Kailing, Suanli, Ivan, Peixian, Justina, Florance, Amos, Faizal, Muzhafar, Azim, Clarissa, Estella, Liying, Wilson, Julie, Korai, Thiha Pine, Atiqah, Hanis, Syazrihna, Cheryl.B, Cheryl.L, Angie.L, Debra, Shirvey, Cheehwee, Jessie, Jeremy, Nabilah, Bobo, Syahirah, Nadiah, Rene, Liwei, Edward, Jiahui, Weiting, Eldyana, L, Sheik, Kaori, Jolene, Lixia, Joyce, Jaclyn, Shafiah, Tiffany, Mr Osman, 2/5 ( Tell me if i missed out your name) ♥