A Little Too Not Over You.

Happy Early 17th Birthday to my Jack Wilshere, luv you hardcore! (1st January)
Christmas just ended and i must say this year's was awesome, to me at least. Ive got gathering with family/relatives, gathering with my girls! To make you guys abit jealous, let me tell you what ive got as presents. (Thou i dont have alot of gifts)

• The Click Five disc from parents.
• OP Folder from Clarissa's family.
• Cup from Reiko's family.
• Shirt from Megan's family.
• Waterproof bag from Andrea & Anthea.
• Brown Hairband from Aaron.
• Chocolates from Kelyn.
• Chocolates again from Rachel.
• Nike waterbottle from Swimming Instructor.
• A Chelsea jersey from Stamford Bridge from my aunt. (Not yet recieved)

So to sum up everything, this christmas was great! Im so looking forward to get my Chelsea jersey from my aunt as soon as she gets back from london! And the Christmas party without present at Andrea's house, many of us didnt bring any presents along! Minutes/Hours more, 2008 is coming to a good end it have been a great year, with many things that made me smile v widely and many thing which made me fall down apart. I will keep the good old memories in my mind and let those which made me terribly upset go.

Happy Early New Year and Happy Birthday in advance Jack Wilshere! (Insert hearts)

All along you thought you got the best of me.

Florance bought a toy poodle yesterday and im so damn freaking jealous cause ive been eyeing on that particular dog for ages! Than she kept making me even more jealous by telling me about her toy poodle and everything. Florance you better invite me to your house one day k, the sooner the better harhar! Her toy poodle's name called Brownie which is actually same as Jolene's dog name. LOL -__-

I was blog-hopping just now looking and i found out that many girls watch soccer too and some are even more addicted than me! They can actually write a very long paragraph about soccer, its like summarising the whole soccer match and their summarising is actually almost about five times longer than my normal post. Beat that -.-
I love Jack Wilshere and Kyle Patrick!

Something happened during lunch just now, it was so scary!
And i wish both Arsenal and Liverpool all the best tonight cause i dont want Anthea and Kelyn to emo :D

Reply of tags.
Kailing: Alright, I miss you so much lah ):
Kelyn: Cause chelsea is better than arsenal?
Pearlyn: Relinked luvz.
Anthea: Welcome C3.
Liying: Ew not.
Kailing: Hee chill babe, i miss you v much too (:
Loverr: Nope you should take bus 69 more often :D
Liying: Lol i suck in that game!
Jiali: Hello, i often appear offline lah thats why, lazy go netball sia! luv you too.
Ivan: Hello Ben, Thanks!
Angie: Oh i see, thanks anyway.
Kailing: I luv both Tom and Kailing (inserts hearts).
Pearlyn: Hello! Thanks :D
Kailing: Haha i know you told me!
Kelyn: Geez, no comments.
Aaron: Oh okay.
Eldyana: Oh sure when you come online.
Jolene: Hello!
Ivan: The monsters one right :D
name.: Er nope.
Ivan: Sorry. but thanks :D
Amanda: Sorry. but thanks :D
Kailing: Sorry. but thanks :D
Ivan: Thanks.
Grace: Sorry. but thanks :D
Jolene: I will thanks.
Angie: Oh i see.
Kelyn: Alright already. Er communicate each other via sms :)
Joey: Okay thanks!
Rachel: Huh not the suitable time yet, i see first. :x
Alvin: Hey thanks!

Its a paradox, a mystery, a riddle.

During this four days, ive learnt many things from many different people. Though so many things have happened at once, still i must stay strong and not let little things affect me :) Had been appearing offline now and then cause people in msn are just so damn irritating, though they know i put my status as busy/away they will still ask stupid questions like:
"Hey are you busy/away?", Like hello busy means busy and away means away so why do you still ask ridiculous questions -.-

I hate finding blogskins cause i always cannot find nice one, and i cannot edit skins properly. Told you i fail in every single thing, bare with me i shall go find a nicer blogskin than this current one. Spoke things out with Ruien till about 1.20am, everything's alright right now thou we might not be as close as before but still luvz. I dont understand why everyone's eager for school to reopen when im not, Secondary three leh next year! And Jolene, I updated :)

Tags will be replied v soon i promise.
(This is my 301th post :D)

Life is dreaded from the heart.

Im too self-indulgent, whether is it towards family friends or even v. close friends.

Ive never been a good friend to anyone out there for the past few months or even

years, although they always bring out the best in me but yet i dont appreciate them.

I fail in friendship, relationship, everything. I brokedown two hours straight last

thursday, im useless. And i dont need any comfort or sympathy from anyone,

i dont deserve it. I think i really need time to sit down and reflect on myself.

Tags alone will be replied in the next post.

The stars are burning out tonight.

I think my old blogskin is boring now and since i couldnt find any nice blogskins at the moment, so i decided to change back to the old one. Have been gaming alot in habbo recently, i bought new furnitures and have been trading furnitures too since the trade option is back and hosting falling furni in my own house :DD And dont ask me why i dont reply messages now a days, i only reply them if i feel like it. But some of them i really didnt see it or didnt recieve it sorry.

Goodluck for the 3.45am match, Win cluj please cause its the final qualifying round. Luv you guys!

As a friend i couldnt do anything much to help, how i wish all these thing wasnt happening to her instead on me, anyway get well soon luv. So my phone got confiscated a few days ago and i only got it back yesterday afternoon, damn alot of unread messages and missed call. I miss those orphanage in Cambodia, damn they were so nice! Especially the two girls whom i bonded with alot :)

Went to see dogs with cliques yesterday since going to uncle's house was cancelled, the dogs were so cute. Than 69-ed to the bus stop nearest to my house to meet mum and i actually saw ribs in the bus! Omg damn scary can, i dont even dare to look at him, loverr must be very jealous cause she didnt see him. Im so pissed off with my fringe, cause when i tie up my hair, my fringe is like so weird. And im still figuring out how the hell am i going to tie to school next year. So ive decided to go cut it shorter (bangs) harhar weird right, but if it doesnt work out i guess i would just clip up?

Goodluck for the match against Bolton & Cluj, Please beat the hell outta them :D
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(Click here for kelyn's quiz and check if theres your name in it, you can not do it if you dont wish to)

I was so stressed up yesterday cause my mum scolded the maid, and the maid actually blamed me partially when i didnt even do anything at all! So my mum sent her back to the agency this afternoon and currently considering if we should continue keeping her or sent her back, tsksk. So i'm stuck with housework daily cause both mum and dad's working and my younger brother doesnt do housework. At least i have grandma helping me :D So yesterday i was so stressed up and not to mention crying every single night.

I wanna meetup many people right now like: Kailing Grace Amanda Florance Anthea Andrea Sheryl Cristabella Charlene, I miss them so damn fxcking much uh its been ages since i last met them ]: I dont like the feeling of failure, Chelsea lose to Arsenal last week and we lose our netball match, qualifying match at least. Must win the next match alright pretty please! Im currently bombed with three quizes from Kelyn, Kailing & Sheryl, I shall do it when im free later on or maybe not cause currently habbo's down so it leaves me with nothing to do.