Silently drawn by the stronger pull of what you really luv.

I will private my blog every now and then due to some personal reasons. Yesterday stayed back after school with Amanda, Suanli, Kailing, Yuying, Peixian, Eileen, Benny and his friend. Then after awhile Samuel joined us too, he told us this v stupid quiz thing. Its really v dumb if you know the trick behind it! After awhile both he and babe left first, we then talked about ghost stories. So scary lor, scare the wits out of both me and Eileen. Im v stressed and pissed off right now, leave me alone i would be fine eventually.

Im sorry. Im not sure if you are angry with me right now or what, but i can tell from your msn pm. I luv you, but i dont know how to tell you that whenever you ask. Its like i dont have the courage to tell you that at all. Each time when my friends ask why i didnt accept, im lost for words because I wished i knew the answer to that question too. I wanted to accept you, but i dont know whats stopping me from it. Tears are dripping continuously right now when i reflected. Im sorry if i have offended you in a way or another in this post. I just wanted to let you know what im thinking right now. Im really v sorry, luvz you.

From the bottom of my broken heart.

I luv the weekends because i get to spend time with my cliques, watching soccer matches together. Yesterday was awesome because i got to spend time watching soccer with Anthea dearest, we watched both Chelsea and Arsenal match together. I was screaming and jumping around when N.Anelka scored the winning goal for Chelsea, spastic much. Kelyn must be v upset right now because Arsenal draw their match again! Was called at 1.15am by Kelmond to accompany him and Edward to watch Man Utd match, but i didnt go cause i kept Anthea company and besides i was lazy to change and everything. Sorry lah :/

School starts tomorrow, boring. I wonder when Ngee Ann Secondary will give me a reply for the slots in that school. Cause florance might be transfering too, then we can transfer together! But still school has be quite alright these few days, except for the fact that i keep falling asleep during maths and english lessons. I really need to catch up with my poa, the formulas and everything so confusing. But the best part during lessons must be crapping with Muz, Faizal and Cheryl about our recent Cambodia trip. How interesting, v cool classmates i have right :D

I'll reply all the tags another day, maybe tomorrow.
And bitch, you suck ballsz. I dont care if you are close to me anot anyway fucker.

Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile.

Happy Birthday in advance Brother, Continue supporting Chelsea Liverpool (♥)
2empathy won Emaar International School 13-11, thou we won but its v dissapointing. I was supposed to leave school at 1pm but i didnt bring the letter with me, so i guess teacher didnt allow me to leave. After school accompanied babe awhile then went for netball, waited for them to come back from Ite East to start training. Hilary was v angry with them thus she asked them to run 10 rounds around court, then had court game with 1ep. After training Hilary asked all of them to stay back, stayed with them too. All of them got lectured until v terrible, Im v dissapointed in every single one of them!

To my dearest 2empathy: Its just a friendly match between you guys and EIS and furthermore you girls won the match, but why did all of you quarrel with them? Yes i know they were the ones who started it, but you girls dont have to respond to what they say right. And worst still you all started scolding vulgarities thinking that they wouldnt understand, but hello not all students there dont understand english/chinese right. Reflect on yourselves well and come up with the 200 word apology letter that will be given to EIS by Friday, rest assured they will be giving us a letter of apology too for starting the quarrel. Please think of your actions before doing anything in future girls we dont want any misunderstandings to happen again.

The best love affairs are those we never had.

Sorry for not updating for more than a week, v lazy to. My parents want me to transfer to Ngee Ann Secondary suddenly just because my dad's friend work there and he asked me to go in, and yes my parents are still considering. But i doubt i will be able to get in cause their academic standard everything so high, fat hope of me getting in manz! Anyway should i cut my fringe back to bangz anot, i need some suggestions :/

Yesterday i didnt attend school because i felt it was a waste of time harhar! So went to Amanda's house to do poa and ss project, stayed there till like 2/3 plus. After that headed down to tmall to meet Anthea, cabbed down to tampines cc for netball board meeting. Some 2ep players went to 1ep but im still stuck at 2ep, i dont like! Then heard that got some players from 2hm and 1hm joining us permenantly, shitz lor i dont have close friends in 2ep cause almost all of them go 1ep already leave me alone, im not close to the other netballers ):

After netball meeting, went home changed and met Anthea Zanicar and Aaron. Dammit, Aaron wasnt even supposed to be with us, if i knew that earlier i wouldnt have turned up stupid. I had nothing to say to him through out the whole journey to Carl's Code at Telok Ayer Street, it was so depressing please having to see his face once more. We were supposed to enjoy ourselves at Carl's Code but we ended up talking things out, its not that im not giving you a chance seriously you should go and reflect on yourself. After that cabbed home with Anthea dearest.

Reply of tags.
Andrea: Lol omg, you must be fucking depressed right now.
Kelyn: I tagged you already!
Anthea: Hahah spastic lah!
Brenna: Yes we will but please come for training regularly, tyvm ^^
Charmaine: Alright! Hee saw you the other day, so pretty lor!
Suanli: Sure darling.
Amanda: The old blogskin aye.
Yvonne: Harhar asap kz.
Kelyn: Lol wtf?
Jolene: Joleneeee :D
Atiqah: Hi babe, welcome most importantly you are alright (:
Jackson: Haha really?
Aaron: Yes i know too, but look what happened. Sighs :/
Anthea: Eee whatever, i hate liverpool D:
Supershaz: Hee alright.
Kelyn: Lol type properly lah, i hate her! Stupid bitch.
Amanda: Hee luv!
Andrea: Im alright, why should i be sad when he's in the wrong. Thanks anyway!
Supershaz: Hahah okayokay!
Liying: Welcome, ive been always been this nice okay lol! :D
Jackson: Hee personal stuff.
Kelyn: I HAVE!
Syahirah: Omg really, you never call me. Imy so much manz!
Kelyn: Yah lah whatever, lol.
Jolene: Joleneeee! :DDD
Amanda: Welcome, luv you.
Anthea: Haha it was a draw!
Amanda: Oh okay.
Kelyn: Updated. Haha chill lah, yah lor liverpool last minute goal leh ):
Cfcghimpheng: Updated! Yeah, not alot lah actually.
Amanda: Updated darling.