Love is a game i cannot afford to play.

Happy 20th Month Asshole, Thanks for being there for me like always (L)
Last minute changes, Im not meeting my darlings anymore too lazy to. Afterall ive been meeting A A A Z L for three days straight, Kelyn ditched us for her 'new' boyfriend. Friday was cool, A Z L sent us to Simei for training. Reached home at six and dad fetched us out for dinner with C's family. Bitched alot with Clarissa, talked about school life and lots of random stuff. Ive found a new bar to hang out at already, there's a real cool one at Esplanade. But i doubt they will even let me in.

School was alright today, had chinese and english paper1. I totally died while doing my chinese letter writing. I sort of forgot the format and i didnt know what to write thus i stared at my paper blankly for at least five minutes. Screw chinese hardcore, its currently one of my weakess subject. After school slacked awhile then 72 home with loverr, we saw 'someone scary' on the bus. He keeps talking to himself and the people around him kept staring. Had swimming again yesterday, one of teacher's student a small girl damn cute. She even talked to me!

: Why your ear got five holes?
: No, not five holes. Its five ear sticks in one hole.
: Huh then not pain?
: Starting yes, but now im used to it already.
: Oh i know you want to make the hole bigger right?
: Yah, (smiles)

So random right. Im in luv with Andrei Arshavin, he's damn fucking hot please because of his cheeks. Another hot guy in my Arsenal list. Kelyn, dont worry i wont steal your Van Persie if you dont touch my Arshavin, Wilshere and Ramsey :) But i still luv Chelsea, Petr Cech saved a penalty against Westham! All the best for their match against Barcelona on Wednesday. I dare not even predict what will the score be, so scary. Anyway i got my Chelsea official magazine again for close to 17bucks and two packets of soccer trading cards. Been trading the cards with my brother and Cel, so fun. Ive got Michael Ballack and Paulo Ferriera's card already!

Chelsea vs Everton!

I feel so accomplished cause i managed to visit Ricky again last Saturday :)
School has been alright, had been paying more attention during maths and accounts today. Afterall, examinations are starting in less than one week time right. Napha test today after school, had an average pass for every station. And i didnt realise that i did not write my name on the paper that i handed in to teacher, hopefully i will be able to make amendments cause i definately dont wanna retake it! After napha ended met Aaron downstairs my house to collect Netball selection paper. He brought Carina along because he doesnt want to leave her alone at home while Carson was away with her mum to some relative's house, such a nice brother right :)

I was browsing through my computer when i saw many interesting pictures.
It actually reminded on how hot some guy can be! (Not according to any order)

life is dreaded from the heart.

Happy 15th Birthday Florancetay, Happy 16th Birthday Antheang ♥
Im very angry/sad right now because of some random bitchy people. I dont like them at all, how i wished they never appeared in my life before. I didnt even treat her differently these few days or irritate her, but who would have thought she would actually do something like that, nice try. Since you wanna start this game i will play along with you, see who's the one who will have the last laugh then. Its really unbearable, i cried last night, today during mt lessons and when i came back home. Life sucks, i wanna transfer school! I kind of miss luv alot too ):

Enough bitchings, more information can be found in my livejournal private post. Im gonna meet my cliques either on friday/saturday, there's just too much things im keeping in my heart. Well they are the only people i can confide in other then my schoolmates/girlfriends who knows part of the situation only. Fuckz there's still major events going on this month, Netball Carnival and Mid Year Examinations. I havent even decide who i should pick to play for the carnival, got to finalise everything by Saturday! Exam starts in two weeks time, im gonna mug very hard this time! So might be on hiatus soon, catch up with me after exams :)

Im still very sad i admit, I hate school and everyone now.
"You feel sad for what, now he's the one who keeps giving you the cold shoulder. If he really means what he said in the msg he wouldnt be treating you like this and doing all these things to hurt you. So does he really care about you and how you feel? Move on if he really doesnt have any feelings for you, there's tons of better guys out there. Trust us darling." - Andrea/Anthea.

Mischief fading into his sweet nature.

Happy Birthday in advance Joanne, Although we aint as close as we used to be you know i still luv you alot right. Saturday was well spent with family, we went out till night falls. Visited Ricky in the afternoon with them, they thinks that Ricky's very sociable and nice. Ricky wasnt as active yesterday thou, brought him to the playground and he wasnt even running around. So went to fed him before leaving. Hee luv you Ricky, xoxo!

Had family gathering at night for dinner and coffee, after which went to meet Anthea and Andrea awhile. As usual we had heart to heart conversation at cc, Lucifer helped us to buy vodka before he left. Reached home in time for Chelsea's second half match, It could have been 4-0. Ive no idea why Chelsea let in three goals in eight minutes and it became 4-3. All the best for their cl second leg on Wednesday, i really hope they will get through liverpool. Im currently watching Av vs Everton 0-2 down at the 23rd minute, wthell i actually went to put a draw at the epl game -.-

Sigh, ive got no idea why i did all that.

heartbreaker!

School hasnt been productive at all, homeworks, tests and exams are adding on to my workload! Im currently struggling with my 400 words chinese compo which i started at around 8.30pm, until now im still at the first paragraph. Well that probably explains how lousy my chinese is uh, getting only 20/50 for my ct. Anyway enough of 'showing off'. School ended at 2.30pm today, stayed back awhile to play bball. Before i left, i told wensen that if i throw the ball and it goes in the net, i can take my time to reply msges. And it really went it, his face was expression-less at that time!

Ive been meeting my cliques almost everyday, as you all know i wont have phone on some days because of Anthea. So, dont message me too often unless there's anything important. Last night was well spent with A, A, A, Z, L. We had heart to heart conversations all the way till 9plus, as usual i didnt had my phone with me last night and i got it back only this morning. My phone was flooded with six unread messages and two missed calls, mainly from my netballers.

All the best to Chelsea for their away match against Newcastle this Sat, might be watching it with cliques at around 9plus after Amanda's bbq. Im so gonna drag A and S out of their beds to watch it with me! (They should know that im refering to them right, xxx) Anyway i predict that the score will be 2-0 to Chelsea, I even put extra money on them baby so they better win! F.Lampard should score i think. Screw relationships hardcore manz :DD