In luv with a son of a bitch

Happy 21st month A, Everything's written in screwthehearts/bs.
Happy Birthday in advance Andrey Arshavin, hehe i luv you alot! (spam hearts)
Im collecting my report book tomorrow, im afraid that i will fail more than two subjects and dissapoint my parents. Fuck shit, i must have faith in myself and believe that i will not fail any subjects especially combined science. My schedule's been close-to-pack this week, too many dates here and there to different places around Singapore. But nevertheless, i will still try to make time for blogging although im lazy to. I cant wait till 3rd/4th June, im watching hsm 1/2/3 and camp rock with cliques. No life right, i know. Cant wait for 2nd June to arrive too :)

There are some things which you said that felt so distant, things that still lingers in my head. Now im left with the hope that things will get better in time, but yet the hardest part is always letting you go. All these time i was hoping you would come around, ive been giving out chances everytime but all you do is let me down. You thought that we would be fine again, but im sorry to say not this time round. Do you really know how much it hurts when i said sorry to you, and you ended up not replying me. The world we knew wont come back, the time we have lost cant get back, the life we had wont be ours anymore. Our only problem is that we hate change and love it at the same time, what we really want is things to remain but only get better.

shadows form from chandeliers

Had a darn early meeting with my darlings just now to celebrate Anthea's belated birthday at a cafe in Arab Street. Met Andrea Kelyn Zanicar and Lucifer earlier to prepare Anthea's present and the card, i think its damn beautiful k. Reached there, Like hell lots of people reached already, most of them were netballers from 1ep. They showed the replays of Arsenal vs Chelsea there, bitched alot with the girls. Stayed for awhile till like 8/9 plus and went off first with K A Z L, Kelyn's mum fetched all of us home. Anyway netball training will stand down for the next few days because of the court being used up by their school ccas, thus there will only be training on every friday for the time being. Hehe, i bet all my 2ep juniors will be damn happy upon hearing this :)


Everybody changes, its only about how much we are willing to adapt to another person's changes and accept them for who they are. Looking back on what i used to do, how i used to look like, things nowadays changed so much. I was a total bitch in the past, no doubts about that. Ive done many wrong things, been through the 'alot of piercings very cool' thinking when in actual fact it isnt. Infact tattoo is actually much more cool than some stupid piercings all over your ears, lips and nose. I need to spend sometime catching up with people, those that i once swore to be your friend forever. Cristabella, Jezrika, Seth, Zm, Joanne, Syahirah, Shafirul i really miss all of you like so much!

Luv you Guus Hiddink <3

Im a secret to be seen and heard only

Happy Belated Birthday Classen (07/05) and Zixiang (11/05)!
Spent my long weekends browsing through my f&n textbook but till now nothing still gets in, especially the chapter on water and dietry fibre. Because i havent been paying attention in class and ive been skipping f&n lessons like umpteen times its too much for me to digest at one shot. Kill me, F&n paper is in two days time and i still got seven long chapters to cover. But on a brighter sight, i managed to pass my chemistry structured questions paper.

I influenced everyone around me to be moody, damnz how bitchy can i actually get. Although im in no status to tell you guys to cheerup but still i really dont wanna see all of you feeling so sad. Sigh, major turn off by someone recently. I cant help it and i know i wont be able to take it, is it just me isolating myself or are people avoiding me? There's nobody i can turn to anymore, who the fuck cares anyway. And please you dont have to act like you like me, stop acting like you care and talk bad about others to me when most prolly you will be talking about me to others. How fake can you get.

Arsenal 1 - Chelsea 4, In your face :)