Hit the heartbreaks.

Please dont contact me via sms/calls, might not be using my current mobile number that often.

Leave me an offline message in msn if there's anything important, I'll try to get back to you asap.

Happy 22nd month in advance Allius!

At the meantime its goodbye till 27th June.

Heartfelt birthday wishes.

Happy Birthday Daddy, Frank Lampard and Juliano Belletti (L)

Hi all, Im back from a long day out with Clarissa, Celestial and Helio! It was a good day, even though many random things happened through out the journey. Halfway through at tmall, we even got our particulars taken down by the police. So ridiculous, i wasnt even involved at all. Anyway managed to buy daddy's arsenal shirt for 41bucks, birthday cum father's day present. I hope he likes it cause there's nothing else i can buy.

I didnt attend most of the netball matches this week, maybe only two out of five. I will not be able to attend all of next week's matches either, i'll definately get scolded by coach sooner or later. Heard that we lose the last match cause our defence was fucking weak, well i just hope that we would improve next time round. Not attending netball matches this week means i didnt really get to meet my darlings at all, Sigh shall do more catching up before 24/06. Maybe should make full use of this weekends and monday to meet them. A.Allius, You owe me something right, please remember! I miss drinking with Aaron Anthea Andrea Zanicar and Lucifer, I miss Kelyn too ):

There is something which has been on my mind for a very long time. I cant take it anymore, it feels like my mind is gonna burst soon. There's too many things which i dont understand, im trying to but it never seems to work. You dont have to act like as if you fucking care, what do you benefit from it. From that particular day onwards, you are no longer fucking significant to me. I will no longer cry for you and keep a look out for you. I know i dont deserve all these fucking things. You are better off with someone else. Why do you think its fun doing certain things. I guess you do things without thinking how others feels and how it might affect others. There's too many things for me to continue already! Bye!

Its a fucking disgrace.

How absolutely perfect something could turn out to be.

Manchester United have accepted a world record £80m bid for Cristiano Ronaldo. Aww, he's no longer gonna be the top scorer next season. Now i can disturb all my manchester united fan friends who used to disturb me about Chelsea, Right Ryan and Affandi! Before i forget, Happy 29th Birthday Florent Malouda :)

Had combined practise with 1ep this morning, training with Cristabella Joanna Anthea Andrea Jiayi and the rest was fun! Physical training with coach, did rebounding drills and everything. Teached juniors basic defending, basic attacking, ball skills and alittle shooting again. Last one hour of practise was hardcore court games cause all matches start next week. Stayed back awhile after training for breifing, reached home at close to 1.

I should be leaving the house soon, i dont know where i will be going though. I need to find a new blogskin because im sick and tired of my current's. But the problem is that everytime i find a suitable and pretty one, im too lazy to edit the codes and everything! And i managed to transfer all my newly downloaded songs into my ipod today, finally! I will be busy starting from next week onwards due to matches, so might be on hiatus for awhile but continue tagging please. At the meantime, im off to my virtual world for more doa! David Beckham is fucking hot, bye!

I need time to sort out all my thoughts.

It could have been a million times, but it was never enough.

Aaron visited Emirates Stadium to catch Arsenal vs Stoke on 23/05.

Im sick, thanks to netball training in the morning and a visit to the hospital.

Do you remember how you used to msg me sweet talks late at night?

Do you remember talking to me on phone about random stuff?

Do you remember me accompanying you on msn till 12am?

Do you remember the times when you told me how important i was to you?

Do you remember me whining, asking you to msg me?

Do you remember telling me that you would luv for for a lifetime?

Do you remember all these things ?

There's nothing you can do

I checked my email inbox two days ago and saw a message sent by Jt! I thought i was the only one who recieved it, but no its everyone who signed up for the chelseafc membership thing. Chelsea appointed their new manager two days ago Carlo Ancelotti, Michael Ballack extended his contract to stay at Stamford Bridge! Im going to watch Kazakhstan vs England this weekend, hehe cant wait :)

Have been out almost everyday since school holidays started, i shall take a break tomorrow and not go out. So much trainings coming up soon, they dont even want to give us a break cause they are afraid we would lack behind the rest. Friendly matches against different Is during the third week. Aaron came back yesterday morning, met up with him and the rest of them for drink in the afternoon at cq. Bitched there for nearly three hours and went home at around seven with Aaron Anthea and Zanicar while Andrea and Lucifer went somewhere else. Cheerup bffs, dont want to see you guys like this. Away at (http://screwthehearts.livejournal.com/) for the time being, too much things to rant about. See you!

Why am i not born pretty?