Happy 24th Allius, luvzzz!

So my 'grandparents' finally arrived in Singapore last night, we had steamboat for dinner followed by a short shopping trip to Mustafa Centre. They told about Stamford bridge and that they are hardcore Chelsea fans themselves, they made me damn envious too cause they are gonna watch Chelsea vs Tottenham at the end of September, live at Stamford bridge ya know. I went home at 9/10 with my mum dad and bro while my aunt, her boyfriend and the rest stayed there for a while longer. So it was quite cool talking to them and im looking forward to the next time im meeting them which is Sunday :)

School was filled with lotsa activites today. I experienced my first teacher's day concert in Coral today after three years in this school, overall it was quite alright i guess. After school, we(me, grace and shirvey) took bus 21 to tampines inter, had an awesome h2h talk with them rightz. Now I know some of their so-called hidden secrets. I saw so many familiar faces around pcs, saw fiona darren aloysious shaun and vincent at the basketball court too. I am glad Ms bay remembers me, she's still as friendly as ever hehe.

My phone's screwed up now, so is blogger and facebook. Shafirul literally dropped my phone on the concrete floor today tsk. But its okay cause i think i wanna get a new phone soon. Tell you something random, i watched high school musical part one and two just now on disney channel. And im currently watching Chelsea goal fest on chelseatv!

“ An average person tells 4 lies a day, or 1460 a year a total of 88,000 by the age of 60. And the most common lie is: Im fine ”

Reaction: Working well together.

Two outstanding strikers working well in tandem is a simple description of how Fulham were dimantled on the bank of Thames. From Roy Hodgson: We know what a great job Chelsea does both offensively and defensively, they had a very clear idea on what they had to do and what they wanted to do. From Carlo Ancelotti: We wanted to do this, it is a good moment for the team. We have to trust in our possibility and the players like to play. I am sure that it is not possible to win all the matches but we have to try.

Shafirul treated me dinner at t1 today, he's nice for a bestfriend forever. After that he accompanied me to meet Yx to collect my reflection worksheets and than i went home with him since he stays one storey above my house only. Im currently cyber chatting with him, he keeps changing his display pictures to really funny thingsz. Oh awesome, he have got his baby pictures to share with me :)

Sony Digital Still Camera DSC T-90. Turquoise Backpack. Hotpink Backpack. Bring Ricky Home For A Day. Helium Balloons. Homemade Cookies (S). Birthday Cards. Lots Of Presents.

Now you know what i want for my birthday dont you, even though this wishlist is not completed yet.

And help me click on my nuffnang ads darlings, You know that i need money right.

Happy 15th birthday in advance Cheryl darling!

The weekends seem to pass so quickly and in a blink of an eye, school starts tomorrow.
I watched all the premier league matches last night with brother and dad, i kept screaming and shouting when Arsenal missed the chance to score. It was awesome and im glad my neighbours didnt complain. Really awesome matches last night, it was quite fun too seeing Machester United lose possesion easily to Wigan in the first half. Chelsea ownz you losersz!

Celebrated Andrea's belated birthday on Friday with the usuals, we had night picnic. We brought pizzahut drumlets, marshmallows, chips and lots of chocolate, hanged around there from 6pm all the way till 10pm. Started gazing at stars at 9 and had a fruitful heart to heart talk with them. We started raking up the past, bitched on how our ex-boyfriends/girlfriends used to treat us, friendship and every other thing. Screaming, shouting, laughing, crying.

Yes i have updated my blog for the sake of someone alrightz. Bye, off to watch premier league replays and out to Grandma's house for dinner after that. Luv you readerz!

"People rarely succeed unless they have fun in what they are doing"

There's school tomorrow whether you like it or not. In you face!

Happy 17th birthday in advance Andreadeanron.

I cant stand this anymore, why am i always the one getting accused and blamed for doing things that i didnt do. I am always the one at fault whereas you are always the one who's right, life is unfair. I failed my recent maths test, i thought it was easy and could have scored well but no i failed it by half a mark. Because i have not been paying attention and have been skipping school/lessons umpteen times, its too much for me to catch up now. My life's a joke, i shouldnt have too high hopes because i'll end up dissapointing myself. I need motivation to study, if i were to fail my arcs and eoys paper i can jolly well forget about living in this world anymore.

I hope i wont lose the five of you.

I hope our two/three years of friendship will not end.

A lesson in romantics

Spent three pathetic hours trying to figure out how to use that dumb photo-editing disc that someone bought for me last year. Tried so many times but to no avail, I still didnt know how to edit photos using that disc. After that three hours, i finally gave up and started playing doa2 and habbohotel on my ps2 and computer respectively. It was not exactly fun but at least i managed to kill time with it :)

Next half of the day was spent doing meaningless things like searching hilarious stuff on youtube.com, after that it was transferring all my newly downloaded songs into my ipod/itouch/phone. Had a hard time searching for my favourite songs, couldnt find lots of them on the usual web. Online on msn for about two hours, awesome people entertained me with their very cold jokes and arguments. Left the house for dinner with A A A Z L, Kept shouting people's name and all at cq. Cursed the shit outta them too. Cyber chatting now before i go to bed.

Click on my nuffnang ads because i need money.

Hope it gives you hell.

Why does it feels like im drifting away from my friends, whether is it in school or outside. Its only at times like this when you realize that you are a failure among all your friends, in terms of academics looks and every other thing. You guys are always in your pairs, its like everyone and everthing around you seems not significant anymore. Urgh you wouldnt understand unless you're me. I wonder why is life so fucked up for me.

There's so many different obstacles to go through in life. My life's partially screwed up now, there's so many obstacles ahead of me waiting for me to complete but i can never seem to complete that one small part of it. No matter how much i try, it never seems to fit in perfectly. Maybe im not good enough for it, not good enough for you. We're two different people from two completely different world, we're never fated to be together. All along, it was just my wishful thinking. Maybe what I thought about you might apply on me too. I failed to realize who is there and who is not, failed to make a fair choice of who to choose and who not to. I want to run away from reality.

Im not the one that you want, not the one that you need. My love is like a fucking disease.
You can give me your hand and you can make your demends im the hardest fucker to please.

There is definately much more inside, not only happiness

You never tried understanding me, you always read me like a book but nobody is really what they are on the outside. We forget who was there for us once things get better. We dont remember what people did for us yet we remember what we did for others for a lifetime. We totally forgot about each other when we found someone better, we dont remember the good times we had at all. We made use of each other, we are selfish beings living in this world.

"Being unwanted, unloved, uncared for, forgotten by everybody, It is a much greater hunger, a much greater poverty than the person who has nothing to eat."

Awaiting our '24th month'

For once Blogger, Msn and the Internet Connection work so well. Attended school till 9.45am today and got sent home by the school cause i was sick during mt lesson, Thanks Cheryl darling and the rest for accompanying me. So coincidently, Calvin went home too because he had a high fever i think and i saw his parents you knowz, Girlfriends should know who is he right. So anyway headed down to the clinic as i wanted to get a mc, but guess what the doctor says that it isnt serious thus there's no need to get one. Yeah whatever fine tsktsk!

I watched the ndp preview at Marina bay on Saturday, It was god damn crowded managed to get a sit early though. The people behind me and Celestial were so irresponsible, kept moving and making so much noise. Overall the whole parade was alright and the fireworks were spectecular, pluz this year's national day song is so much nicer i think hehe. Dined in at Sakae on Monday night, the bill was a bomb manz. Haha luckily i wasnt the one who was paying for it. Should i skip training on friday, yes i should. Maybe not. Lost all my links while changing blogskin the previous time, tag/msn me to be linked back if you want.

I miss Anthea Andrea Kelyn Jezrika Cristabella Syahirah.

Why does looks play such an important part in life, Why am i not born pretty?