Until the day i really learn to let go

Today is not a good day even though i spent my time fruitfully with my favourite bunch of people in the evening. School was terrible as usual, had spot-checks in the morning followed by maths and two hours of mother tongue lessons. I managed to solve most of the questions in the past year exam paper but still i needed alittle help from my classmates. Date with Cristabella Anthea and Jez at six, turned up late again third time in a row. Dinner along sr, followed by heart to heart talksz. Luv them alot, they are the best!

Let go of the things that hurt you and keep around the things that make your day brighter. But what if the only thing that can brighten your day is also the only thing that can really bring you down. I have always thought that i can but in actual fact im not able to face the truth, total failure. Failed to make a fair choice between friends. I mistaken someone time and again, i really do not know what is wrong with me. I miss being with all of you, but i cant bring myself to face the fact that i am already out. Dont wanna trouble anyone anymore. Im better off alone.

You are unlike any other

Played Chubby Bunny with an awesome bunch of people during lunch break today. Sponsered them marshmallows at a total of $4.00 with 40cents contributed by Ly. I am sick and tired of marshmallows cause i have been stuffing them in my mouth for two consecutive days. But the game sure was fun, capturing awesome videos with awesome people. I am going to play this with my netballers again soon, gonna get sick of it eventually.

Headed down to t1 topshop after school with Jaclyn, the bracelets and blazers were really beautiful. I am going to save money to buy them, wait and see. In need of pretty blazers and heels cause there might be a dinner event during November. I need bags too, be it sling bag or shoulder bag. Haversacks too. Im still planning my birthday party, but my birthday is during exam period so i doubt no one would want to come to my party. Shall say again when the day comes nearer, sixteen more days baby.

Bon Voyage, have a safe trip back to United Kingdom.
See you again on the 30th September. Love!

When the most significant things mean nothing to you.

About a few meters away from the doors, they were forced to close the door at 6.30pm and we had to run. First round totally drained my energy, theirs too. Heart was beating extremely fast, stomach was killing me and muscles were aching like hell. It wasnt a very nice evening. Then the next thing i knew the people inside were smoking and the smell of tabacco was so strong, thus we requested for the seats outside. So much for running after the closing door which will be shut at 6.30 approximately. Shared Piña Colada with Anthea and afterwhich we made long distance call to Andrea, Lucifer literally stole each of our ten mintues.

Two gentlemens by the name of Justine and Jay came forward and asked if they could join us for drinks. According to Kelyn, Justine was really hot. They told us about life in the States which i felt alittle interesting, we exchanged facebook username after that. Aaron didnt have a facebook account and i urged him to create one, hopefully he will create one by today. We left at around 10 and Kelyn's mum sent us home again.

“ Let go of the things that can no longer be fixed. If you keep trying to put them back, things will only get worse. Holding on is being brave, but sometimes moving on makes you even stronger ”

We tried our very best

1) The school holidays are approaching real soon
2) I am going to get my report book tomorrow
3) I hope i pass all my subjects
4) Changed all my passwords for all my webs today
5) I passed my chinese test for the first time
6) I am starting to hate english lessons
7) I am not a good friend
8) N-level tys maths homework not done
9) Tomorrow is a short day in school
10) I am so hungry now cause i skipped breakfast and lunch
11) Have been listening 98.7 very frequently this few days
12) I need to catch up in my mathematics
13) I am too self-indulgent
14) Why am i not open-minded to certain things
15) I want to be good friends with them
16) I hope that i am making the right choice
17) He is messaging me very weird stuff now
18) I should go visit Ricky at the dog farm soon
19) I do not have a best friend in school
20) Goodbye
“ You can speak well if your tongue can deliver the message of your heart ”