Read between the lines

Ive come to learn that i shouldnt be so selfish. Recently lots of things have happened to me, be it good or bad. Like you know, Aaron went to ink my used to be bestfriend's name on his back and ive decided not to force him to remove them. Whether he removes it or not, it doesnt affects me at all. There comes to a point in life when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories cant sustain you. You have to save yourself knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Because you cant keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return. Counting the stars with you made it enjoyable, thanks for everything lately.

Only once in your life, you will find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you have never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually wants to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you cant wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurt or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and beautiful. There is never any jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didnt exist at all. A phone call during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there's no need for continuous conversation, but you find you are content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

Somethings are better left alone.

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An uneventful 28th

Standby tickets are sucha hassle. I had to sit alone during my last trip back to Singapore and i hate it, especially when im sleepy and i end up sitting with some chatty people beside me. The caucasian man who sat beside me couldnt stop talking throughout the ride and he kept asking me to play the plane games with him. Well that was during June, hopefully this will not happen two weeks from now.

Its more than having her name tattooed on your body, dont bother removing them since it cost 100 over bucks. I did not expect you to hide it from me neither did i expect you to be in a relationship with her for three freaking days. To make things worst, during the three days you actually tattooed her name on your body. Why are you making so big sacrifices for her. Face the fact, having her five letter name tattooed on your body for 100 bucks is not worth it like totally. Now you tell me you are planning to remove it in the summer. They will put you under anesthetic and do it all, when you wake up everything will be gone. Easier said that done.

Happy belated 30 something birthday mum. (Its damn late i swear)

Enough said. Looking forward to Sunday's events.

I do not change for anyone but myself

Today was awesome. My afternoon was all about online conversations, endless message spamz, commenting on mum's cooking, watching goalfest and laughing over stupid photos. I had dinner at my cousin's place with my brother after that i headed home to rest before going out again. Left the house at 8.30pm to cq with dad and brother, they stayed at macs to wait for mum to finish her friend's wedding dinner while i went to meet my bestfriendz! We drank and bitched alot, afterwhich dad sent Anthea and Aaron back at 11pm :)

Im so tempted to travel all the way to town to shop next week but i do not have enough cash and weathers like this make me extremely lazy to even step out of the house. No plans for next week at all except wednesday, i'll be going to jaclyn's house with grace. I want to go out with my friends from school again. I remember the last time we went out, we laughed so hard at random people in the train. Liying yuping jaclyn and the rest, do you remember?

Tissues are my bestfriend now, Ive been having sore throat and flu ever since i came back! My training is scheduled tomorrow afternoon, hopefully it rains and we can stay indoor doing more posters for openhouse. Am going to visit Ricky on Saturday/Sunday at the dog shelter, love you baby. Goodnight, xoxo.

I admire Katy Perry and Lady Gaga

My school holidays have been filled with awesome activities that assured me i wouldnt be bored. A few days back. I attended Carson's playschool openhouse with Aaron Anthea and Zanicar, we watched a beauty and the beast play peformed by small kids and we watched them play with paint in the open space. After leaving the playschool, we had drinks at The Arena. The ambience there was great and people were friendly, Anthea darling got alittle tipsy thus all of us headed home pretty early. The next day we had a soccer movie marathon at Zanicar's, we spent our whole day watching replays of world cup and epl matches.

I spent my day today watching hilarious videos on youtube, followed by downloading new songs for my ipod. In between, i went to snack on my mini oreos and watched Animal Cop Phoenix. It showed me how ruthless human beings can be, killing and torturing dogs. After downloading my desired songs, i caught Teen Cribs on television. The show was awesome and their cribs were god damn beautiful, you should check it out on Mtvasia! Anyway i think Border Collies are really cute and loyal dogs, I hope my future boyfriend would buy me one when i grow up hehe! Im gonna visit Ricky on friday cant wait :)

Sergio Augero will join Chelsea in January 2010.

His kisses just like wine, intoxicating

Ive got unpleasent news to bring you, Hannover and Germany goalkeeper Robert Enke who was expected to be part of the World Cup squad has passed away at the age of 32. Still, all the best to Germany and the rest of the countries taking part in the World Cup. Two days ago, Chelsea won Manchester United 1-0 at Stamford Bridge. In your face Jay, Ryan, Affandi, Zainul and all my other man utd fan friends.

Im supposed to have physics lesson with the principal today, somehow it was cancelled again for two consecutive days. Both me and Anthea were dying of boredom at home thus we met up for breakfast at bedok interchange, the meal was scrumptious. After breakfast, we headed down to Zanicar's crib to meet him and Allius. H2h talk for two hours before heading home. Ive been sitting down thinking for the whole day if i should attend the life-saving course and i asked for opinions from my bestfriends, and i think i shouldnt join because firstly im not interested in swimming at all and secondly i dont intend to carry on this sport which im not interested for the rest of my life. Afterall, i have been swimming for like six years already. Im going to visit my dearest Ricky soon. Out with Anthea Kelyn and Aaron tomorrowz, bye!

I am not looking forward to the match against Arsenal at all!

How can Jose Bosingwa, Ashley Cole, Frank Lampard and Dider Drogba all be injured for the big match ):

Love is a game i cannot afford to play

Its the start of the school holidays now, and im so excited about the date with my bestfriendz. I got back my report book last friday with very dissapointing results. Though i failed just one one subject, i felt that i should have done better. On the other hand i was pretty happy that i was able to pass my mathematics and combined science, not to mention chinese too though all of them were just borderline passes. Mum insists that she wants to attend the annual arc meeting this year, she wants to see my results. Hopefully Cristabella's mum will attend too!

Was supposed to dine in at Sakae for lunch today but majority of them couldnt make it thus it was canceled. We were also supposed to catch a movie, seriously speaking if i were to watch a movie with my friends today it would be the first time in my fifteen years i had ever catch a movie with friends. Just a little something to share with you. Anyway i spent my whole day watching movies from the net, Mean girls as recommended by Jaclyn was quite an awesome show. Went to meet Cameron at 1.30pm to pass him money and card, he changed so much like seriously!

"Petrina is a warm and friendly person. She displays a desire to excel in her academic pursuits. She is bold and confident in communicating her views in class. During discussions, she is not afraid to seek clarification and suggest alternative solutions to a problem."