39 months.

I dont know but you made it seems like its all my fault that all these happened. Yes I was at fault too, I was unreasonable, I wasnt good enough for you and I wasnt there for you 24/7. But dont you think that you are partially responsible for all these happenings. Nevermind, since its already over I really hope you will find someone way better than me. All the best.

(A) You have been the sweetest for the past few months, being there for me whenever someone hurt me or whatsoever. But ive never brought you happiness or anything close to that instead I keep leaving you lost and dejected. I am sorry for everything and really thankful to have you as a bestfriend. We have come a long way getting attached than breaking, even though we are not together now you know that I will never take anything that have happened for the past 39 months for granted.

xx

Secrets

You start out life with a clean state, than you start making yours marks. One day you look back and realize this wasnt where you wanted to be in the first place. You never really blamed yourself for what had happened instead you blamed your friends. We are all selfish human beings, we forget who were there for us when things get better.

In life we meet many people, some fucking play with our hearts and leave us heartbroken. I mean it's really that difficult to find someone who loves you wholeheartedly, someone who's willing to listen to your nonsense 24/7, someone who would call just to tell you he misses you. In my opinion, I think all cute and honest guys are extint. But still it's okay finding a guy who isn't as cute as your dream guy but still very honest and thoughtful. At least you know he won't fucking betray your love and neither would he play with your love.

It's time to move on.

A thousand lies.

Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

"I know boys can have girlfriends but can girls have girlfriends too?"

- Vanesius Faith, 8 year old cuzzie.