Welcoming 2011

Broken promises

I broke my promise, I said I would blog but I didnt. Pardon me readers (if there's any), schedule have been tight lately. Thailand have been good but it was kinda boring too cause we have been there way too many times! The food there was *thumbs up*, didnt managed to have much of the tom yum soup though cause we kept eating fastfood. 4days 3 night was def very long for people like me and my mum who were sick and tired of bkk. We went only to MBK, Paragon and Central during the 4 days, so its pretty much of seeing the same things over and over again tsk.

Good points about Bkk, Thailand:

1. The delicious food especially the roadside, squid and chicken wings! (Y)
2. Cheap and affordable clothing and stuff

Bad points:

1. Taxi drivers were shitty. Bumpy ride to and fro the hotel made me nauseous.
2. Dirty.
3. People use puppies as 'donations' to help themselves earn money, wtf?

So anyway I spent my christmas at bkk too, christmas carrolls downstairs my hotel was shitass. Guys dressed up as girls with their wigs and all made me felt so embarassed and disgusted and I had to tilt my head away cause it was just too disgusting. On christmas day itself, there was this jackass couple at the hotel lobby too. The guy was a freaking young and cute caucasian and he was hooking up with this aunty-like and def ugly max chinese chick. I mean omgosh, what is this world coming to? Plane rides were awesome as usual, gazed at hot and pretty stewdess and I luv the plane food. I just love plane rides and the best part was it was a night flight, double the awesome-ness pls. No pictures for the time being, aunt's wedding on fri. toodles xx

Back

I WILL BLOG ABOUT MY BKK TRIP MAYBE TOMORROW, GOODNIGHT. XX

BKK

Happy belated halloween from these guys here, lotsa love. xx

Anyway I am leaving for Bkk tomorrow afternoon, don't miss me. Be back on the 25th :) xoxo

Relationships

I think I am the biggest loser when it comes to relationship. I never last in any relationship for lets say more than a year, k no not even half a year. I always get ditched by guys, total loser right. Its like somehow I am not fated with any of the guys I have been for the past few years.

I dont know what I am becoming anymore. All that I have ever wanted is for someone to be there with me to share my happiness and sadness. I want someone who understands and is willing to love me wholeheartedly. Forget it, I am not that desperate for a boyfriend anyway. I've said it before and I will say it again. I am only 16 now, what the hell can you do when you're 16 and living in Singapore - Asia. I mean my parents will object to every single guy that I bring home when I am only 16.

Then sometimes when I watch teen mom, I wished I was somehow like them. Its like they're only 16/17/18 and they have their own houses, car and some lucky ones even have their boyfriend there for them. Take Catelynn and Tyler for example, they're so sweet and loving. Even though the quarrel most of the times but their relationship is still going on strong. When I watched episode 12, reuniting with bb Carly I actually cried for one whole hour. I dont know, its this kind of little things that make me cry so hard. Oh well, this is life.

xoxo

kudos

I PASSED MY N LEVELS. SEE ALL OF YOU IN SEC 5'11.

Residence of Pets Villa

Have been spending my Sundays with all the lovely dogs. But I will be going there tomorrow instead of Sunday this week. Even though it's 2 days since I last saw the dogs, I am already missing them so much. Really love them, spam heartzxc.

This is Elvis, he's sucha darling.

Luckygirl. She have eyes of different colours!

Dew. He's a really gentle boy, I always rest my head on him when im tired.

Bboy. He's a really sociable dog and likes licking people.

Pirate. The big, fat yet cute beagle.

You all know who he is. My fav ricky, how could I miss him out?

Toodles. All the best to everyone for results day, including myself (I really need it)

xoxo

Grandparents.

The school holidays for me isn't really like a school holiday cause I have to take care of my grandparents most of the time, I can't even leave my 12 year old brother at home alone thats how miserable my life is. So I probably hang out with my school friends like once in two weeks? Whereas haven't really been joing the clique for gatherings and all, really miss andrea and anthea so much. I've sort of stopped netball too for december.

Speaking of grandparents. I used to be very proud whenever someone ask me what does my grandfathers do/work as. My paternal grandfather is a tailor himself, he gets customers not very often like maybe once in three months or so. Personally I think thats already very good for someone who's 68 years old to still be working and not retired yet, for that I am very happy and proud of him. My late maternal grandfather is really awesome himself too. Being the first grand daughter/children, he doted on me the most. My late maternal grandfather opens a restaurant, its not those in high class restaurant but at a corner of the ground floor of a hdb flat. He owned a big bungalow and had 4 big dogs. But I never thought that he will pass away so early, I really loved him so much and I just want him to know where ever he is now.

My paternal grandmother used to be a very strong woman. She would cook lunch/dinner for me and my cousins every day and would bring us to our kindergardens too without fail. Lately, like 1 year ago, she became all weak and had to depend on the domestic helpers to bring her around the house and at time assist her even when she was in the bathroom. She cant even cook a simple meal of porridge for us now, I really miss those days when she would cook really delicious soup for us. Sometimes I just look down the streets or even see my friend's grandmother being so strong and cheerful and think to myself, why cant my grandmother be like this too? Others may be 80+ years old but my grandmother is only 71, why cant she be like the rest? My maternal grandmother also used to cook me really delicious things every sunday, ranging from pork ribs soup to chilli crab. She was the best cook anyone could ever ask for. But 4 years ago, she became blind. Up till now she still is but she have accepted the fact that she will be living in darkness. Even though she is blind and can't cook for me anymore. She still does most of the things on her own. She goes to the toilet by herself, makes her own calls, has her own handphone. Sometimes even help to cut vegetables. She is, indeed a very strong woman whom I really admire. She stays with her domestic helper and gets around as far as the west just to buy or eat things she like even though she stays in the east. I really think that she is strong, really very strong.

xx

I cant believe I am spending my friday afternoon at home. Should have gone for volunteering today. Oh well, will be spending my Sunday with my 4 legged buddies so should be fun. Anyway volunteering for the past 2 time have been great, I mean the people there are rather friendly so are the dogs. Sometimes its just nice to sit down on the stool and pet those furry animals after a long day of work. Ocassionally its rather nice too when passer-bys come by the shelter and ask you questions too like 'how long have you been volunteering here' and etc. I mean at least you get to interact with people right.

Its December now, so cheers people. Enjoy your holidays! xx