Saturday

Hello I can't believe I wasted my whole Saturday doing nothing except hanging out at nex with happy and the doggiestyle cafè's mascots tofu and pickles! The main motive was to actually bring happy to the open K9 playground to run but it ended up being closed so we slacked at the cafè with really good wedges + chicken & mushroom pizza + ice cool lemon tea! Happy even had her own food, salmon + greens + potato which she truly enjoyed. But she was so anti-social and refused to play with the dogs there. Pictures later!

This whole week passed by really fast and I can't believe Monday is stupid marketing again fml. Then soon enough, 7 weeks will pass and there we are done with the first semester of poly wtf time is passing so fast. Sigh I wanna go back in time when I was still in secondary school because whoever said poly is gonna slack is lying no way everything here is worse than secondary school k. So I also met up with my fav girls last night, even though it was short I thought I had fun just talking and hanging out with them :) I even resisted the urge to splurge at new look even though there was so much I wanted to buy omg. I think I will head back there on monday to get the 2 shirts and muscle tank. K so much for wanting to save. Pictures fresh from the oven!!!!

I cannot stand how god damn immature my parents are, honestly they don't think before they speak. Both my mom and dad are the same, they don't respect my grandad at all and it really hurts and pisses me off! All my grandad wants to do is to be able to see my grandma and spend time with her why are you guys purposely separating them, isn't that rude? Why can't a husband see his wife wtf. It's freaking 9.20 and my grandad still has to take a bus all the way back to my uncle's house cos apparently my dad didn't want him in his/my house. When I reluctantly said bye to him, my heart literally sank and I ran to the toilet to cry. It's 9.20PM and he has to bus home himself, I'm worried for him. I can't believe how heartless my parents are. They never put themselves in his shoes, what if they grow old and I restrict them from entering my house? Honestly my parents are so immature, sometimes I really feel like leaving this stupid house. Idk I have cried a lot the past few days because of this family, I hate this house, these people living in it. I HATE RUDE PEOPLE LIKE YOU.

little things

Today was another boring mundane school day, 2 UTs this week maths and science. Both the subject that I hate and am weak in. May god bless me then. Updates!

• Today sucks big time, I feel so affected over the smallest things and ppt gallery walk today was fail.
• I am on a diet this week - sandwich and a drink everyday in school for brunch.
• I can't wait for the weekends to approach really.
• My dad's birthday is in 2 days time!!!
• I love my dad
• I should be studying science.
• Goodbye :(

8th thing

Sorry, I just had to add this 8th thing about me.

• I love dogs, any kind of dogs whether it's are a mongrel, cross-breed, pedigree or what not I just love all of them. I don't believe in the term 'bad dogs' because I know all dogs have a reason for what/who they are today because some of them come from a nasty bg. 

HAHA okay that's all I just had to come back here to tell y'all this because I don't know it's a thing or mentality that I grew up with, that dogs are my bestfriends. I means when everyone decides to turn their back on you, you know dogs never will. 

7 things about me

1. I am a sucker for soccer, I love chelsea and england football club.
2. My ambition since young have always been to be a wedding planner because I was inspired by shows.
3. I love the color pink though no one believes.
4. Heaven and Earth Green Tea more than any other green teas hands down 
5. Places I would still love to visit : UK (London), Paris, Japan and Australia Sydney.
6. I love seafood and mushrooms.
7. My family always says I am fat but I always ignore em'. Comes to think of it, it sometimes make me sad.

xx

My parents really spoiled my weekends. How I wish I had friends to hang out with EVERY weekend. Srsly cannot tank, every single time I carry out happy to snuggle with her my mom just had to snatch her away from me. Every single time today I tell you, I'm so angry I even cried just now. I cannot stand this family anymore sometimes all I feel like doing is going to school every single day so I dont have to face all this nonsense in the household or better still run away from home. Yeah you guys might not notice anything but this is from my point of view. Look it's freaking 12.19pm now and my parents can still be lazing on the sofa not doing anything. Oh wait no, my dad is probably busy betting all that stupid euros shit. Don't even get me started on how much of a betting addict he is. I feel so embarrassed sometimes, can spend all your money on betting every single week and cannot even afford to bring the family out for a decent meal. Always have to rely on my mom for money. This family is screwing me up big time, they make me cry a lot. they scold me, they show me attitude, they hate me.

blogshopping

hello everyone, been awhile since I last come onto here to blog. Recently, I have the urge to splurge because the school deposited (idk why either lol) $$$ into my bank a/c so now I feel rich and I keep withdrawing $ then end up depositing back again because I simply cannot find good places to shop at. The other day, I withdraw money and told myself die die must spend, like maybe to reward myself and I ended up walking into topshop, cotton on and new look and came out empty handed. Instead S who went shopping with me came out with 2 bags of clothes omg never knew guys liked shopping THAT much. So ya, I saved so much $$ by not spending. But the pair of shorts I saw at topshop was such a steal, u.p was $79 and now only $49!!!!! Really really love that pair of shorts but no I shall continue hinting and hopes someone get the hint and buy for me hahahhahaha. Okay so can anybody recommend me a trustworthy blogshop that sells wonderful + gorgeous clothes? Pls pls pls, just leave the link of the blogshop on my formspring which is located at the right side of the blog thank you!

And by the way if you realised on the right column of my blog, there's a new widget called gushcloud! Not sure how it works though but I heard it helps one earn $$$$$! Yes, one of my friend posted that gushcloud transferred $$ to her bank a/c dafug seems so real. Btw I feel damn sad + stupid because I studied so much and only like 65% made it's way to my brain. what a loser, I really cannot afford to fail any god damn module in UT or I might just hate myself for life. Okay shall leave you guys with some of my camwhoring shots hahahahahahaha ya you tell me which girl don't like to camwhore.

k enough, omg the last photo was me feeding milk to happy off a puppy bottle (inserts laughing close to tears emoji)

and...... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST GIRL JAC LUV YOU (06/06) CAN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU AND THE REST OF THE GIRLS ONCE OUR TESTS ENDS :')

xxxx