Happy Halloween!

Happy Halloween!

Today we had our htm lesson 3 at the airport and cruise centre respectively! It was great especially with an awesome group of people as my groupmates for this project. So we had to go around the arrival and departure hall and ask people what they thought about the services at the airport or what they liked about the airport etc. So firstly we headed to the departure hall first and got to interview this really friendly family of 4.

I like friendly tourist!

After that we proceeded to the arrival hall and Sheryl approached this family who declined to be interview because they claimed that they were tired but I am so freaking glad that they didn't want to be interviewed because I think it was God's will for us to chance upon this super awesome, handsome and cute guy!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He was so jovial and just friendly. Like he doesn't look that old either and was probably on a packbag trip because he told us that he have just arrived in Singapore from London and would be flying off to Vietnam tonight. Sigh he was so cute. (btw incase you don't know, I have a fetish for Eurasian guys don't ask me why) So overall it was just so good hehehehehe really liked this photo anyway.

After that we had to train to the cruise centre at harborfront and interview more people!!! Okay didn't really liked the people who were waiting to travelling because everyone that seems so unfriendly ugh. But at the end of the day we had a briefing from the faci to discuss the answers and hehe I told the faci that the Eurasian guy we interview at the airport was so cute. Anyway all these fieldtrips are beginning to make me like htm class, yay for good trips and worthy trips. Yay for cute boys too :)

Short update

SQPE today. Did a mini self-introductory thing all again because our new faci was seeing us for the first time today + got to know that she was going to be the class' new mentor for the next 3 years! I thought she was going to be strict since she was the module chair last sem but she turned out pretty friendly and outgoing like she did not really take into notice our attires and all. So anyway today I was almost late for school due to the massive jam at the expressway due to an accident. I only reached wdl interchange at 9am when lessons start at 915! Furthermore my block today was at W5 so I literally rushed all the way and safely reached class at 912am. Good day :)

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twitter - @bracekill

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xx

18th!! (1)

I am terribly sorry for not updating proper but here it goes!

02 October: On that day itself midnight, the texts started coming in and as usual on facebook, whatsapp, texts, twitter, calls. E V E R Y W H E R E. I was actually pretty upset because I think no one really remembered my birthday (except close friends) because usually you know you want people to start wishing you at 12am or 12:01am, I'm fine if you miss it after a few minutes. But no, the friends who I expected to get wishes from only wished me at like 1am++?! I know some even forgot my birthday and had to ask around to confirm. Anyway, I just told myself that I had to make myself happy even if I'm not. Met the locorps at 9am-ish on the train and we headed to harborfront > Sentosa for my birthday picnic!!! Pleased. The weather on that day was good, like even though it was a little sunny but I liked it! We had pot luck on that day and I brought tuna sandwich but what I hate was that some of the guys didn't bring anything so it was pretty much like free loaders?

From L to R: Fruits salad by Denise, Tuna sandwich by me, Potato salad by Grace, Nuggets by Ivan, Sausages by Yp and the in-demand egg rolls from Ly!

All the food was really good! Not forgetting the sushis that Jaclyn hand-made. I have no idea how can someone be so good at cooking because I honestly suck I only know how to make sandwiches lol. So yeap, mid-way though picnic the girls started giving me the gifts and cards they made/bought. For a moment I felt so blessed because all the attention was on me (lol attention whore)

Hand-made cards from the lovers + handmade tote from them too! ++ hairband and macaroons (not in pic since I ate them already) +++ black dress from anthea and andrea!

attempting to have a model shot which resulted in me being sunburnt very badly :(

Skip skip skip. Overall Sentosa was good. After that we headed to Vivo for Dinner at Thai Express. By the time we reached Vivo I think I was slightly upset, no idea why just upset. I felt like I did have fun but not even enough of that fun. Like as though it wasn't my birthday and was not exactly well spent. K anyway I think I was happier during dinner because of food. I ordered some kway teow in tomyum soup which was really delicious thus I'm slightly happier.

worth the money!

And then after all of us were done with dinner, I was still wondering why doesn't everyone wants to leave yet or call for the bill and before I know it a cake appeared infront of me! I think it was Grace and Denise who went to bought it (thank you so much girls!!! If you happen to see this). It was a rich chocolate cake which I assume was from AC? Because the piping colours were really familiar lol. 

The cake was really good, very delicious. So overall, it was a good day spent with them I guess. I couldn't ask for a better group of girls to be my lovers because I could tell they did spend so much effort in helping me plan this birthday celebration, spending so much money customizing the tote bag and the cake. Thank you so much once again, my 18th wouldn't have been the same without y'all ♥♥♥

Part 2 will be up soon! xx

Can someone please remind me not to watch sad shows at night when I am already so upset. I was watching this show where the main character was Kristina, a 16 year old girl whose boyfriend Tod proposed to her and the following day they were at the beach with their families and a huge tide washed away Tod and he sadly passed away. It showed how she coped with the loss and following on she got pregnant with Tod's child and how she continued on with life. I tried so hard to control my tears but it clearly was inevitable. I am so upset rn. My mood was completely spoiled over a message I am so so so upset. I am upset over 3 different people because they just had to make me so pissed off.

I am so angry. You know where you're so angry and all you ever feel in yourself is hatred. You hate yourself for being yourself, hate everyone for being unreasonable and nosy. You hate everything so much till you're so angry you just want to cry n o w. I don't freaking understand why am I always pretending infront of everyone when I clearly am not okay. Sometimes I think keeping a secret is so tough, how I wished I could reveal something rn but I can't. I know the moment I start to people will start judging me, hate me and whatnot. It's so hard to please anyone. No one knows about this, not my closest girlfriends, not my friends. No one knows about this. I haven't even received a proper text all day and it sucks. I might just go crazy if this continues, having no one to even confide in. w t f.

Bus update

The first week of school have been fine. Everyday when I wake up I ask myself why is it not the 2 weeks December break already. I'm blogging this on the way to school now for a 7hr long school day in formal wear. I actually have so much to update and share with you guys but I need time.

I need to blog about:
1) 18th birthday celebration
2) School
3) Happy
4) About my self/people in my life

Just a little small reminder xo

burnt

Terrible tanning yesterday, I regret not bringing a bottle of sun block because I am now suffering.

Yeap this is how bad it is. The entire red part is burnt, like literally sun-burnt and so is my other arm, my face and legs everywhere is burnt. My face is so red. I cannot even stop complaining. A proper post the next time on my 18th :) x

18th

Happy october!!! The best month of the year have arrived. Today was well spent, supposed to meet the girls at 12pm but they overslept thus I met up with Pei qi at 3.30pm instead at bedok interchange. Two of us went picnic shopping and blurly queued up for bus 401 for roughly 10mins when the bus wasn't operating today. Cut long story short, we reached ecp around 5-ish but by the time we met Jane it was already close to 6! We stayed there till 7+ and cabbed down to tampines mall for dinner and haagen dasz.

Dinner was at tampines one's fish&co where I tried spicy teriyaki sauce on a cod fish with fries I think which was surprisingly good so yay. Then the girls planned a mini surprise for me where you know the way fish&co do birthday celebration? So yeap poor vivian had to stand on the chair with me and we were asked to hold a sparkle and then the crews sang a birthday song for me and I got to blow off the candles from a chocolate cake. Thank you girls!!!!

So after that we headed down to tampines mall's haagen dasz for sinful ice-cream! 

Big thank you to the girls for taking the time to celebrate with me and coming down all the way to tampines. Safe trip home girls! So this rounds up pre-birthday celebration. More up coming tomorrow since it's the actual day and hopefully it will be fun. But nevertheless, a day well spent today thank you!

Omg I am 7 minutes away from turning 18 as I type this. I don't feel good about turning 18 at all it makes me feel old. But on a lighter note, hello driving test (!!!!) I am anticipating the chain of birthday texts that will be coming soon, hehe thank you and see you next time. The next time I blog, I will be 18. Bye!!! X