I never knew I would throw myself into this state to write this out here. Thank you for playing with me and giving me false hopes. Thank you for making me believe what you said when it was all lies. Thank you for making me crazily upset. Thank you.

They say it's the littlest things that one do that can make an impact in your life. Whatever you did sure made an impact in my life but not in a good way, it's so much more of hating you and never want to see you face ever again. I want to forget you quick, nothing about you makes me like you anymore. I sincerely thank you for making the effort to still try to talk to me but honestly nothing is gonna work out from the talks. We are never ever getting back together again. I told myself to never let anyone hurt  me again, never. Why did you have to come into my life and do all these shit to me. What did I do to deserve all these? I really don't know. I spent days and weeks at home after school thinking what exactly went wrong but I couldn't figure it out. I liked you, I liked your family. They treated me so nicely when we were together, your mum was the nicest. She accepted me straight like I already was part of your family. It was nice, so so so nice. Thank you. I enjoyed those family dinners with you and your family, it was sweet. I miss all those so much and even before you told me you liked me, those days when we were still friends and you would constantly rage about how life is unfair for you and I would just sit there and secretly laugh at you being silly because there's still so much more to life that you haven't seen.

Today is Chinese New Year day 2. Day 1 have been good but I'm constantly being asked by my relatives - you got boyfriend? huh why don't have, 19 years old already leh. It's so funny because when they ask me this I immediately thought of you. I remember once you broke off with me to get together with MY BESTFRIEND. The feeling was crazily horrible. Now I think I'm done, so done. I am done with everything and definitely done with trying to put in the effort with you just lazing around doing nothing. 

Not knowing how to react or feel sucks. I guess that's it really, time is ticking away and I'm giving up. I'm so done. So so so done. I gave you a chance, you blew it away whatever goodbye.

Happy Chinese New Year readers.

Thank you for an amazing Y1S2. I don't know how to verbally express what I want to let the class know so I can only blabber everything here and hopefully you guys read it. I never knew a short 4 month bond with this crazy class could make me so attached. Thank you to everyone of you.


It felt like just yesterday was the first day of school and I hated my class so much and just wanted to stick with my sem 1 classmates. On the first day of school, I felt that I had ZERO connection with everyone in the class. It's like I just could not relate to them, sad to say. But as the weeks went by, I made friends with them all. Most of them. In the class, I kinda saw who was real to me and who was fake. Who was genuinely my friend and who was being friends with me just for the sake of it. But through it all, I made real and good friends. I met the best bitches in class; the girls whom I can confide in and talk to. I love the bitches.



I love my girls in class. The only ones, O N L Y O N E S I trust and tell all my problems to. It's crazy how I can trust these girls even though we met only 5 months ago because sometimes it genuinely felt like we known each other for a very very long time. I will miss the class so much, there, I've said it.

There have been many good and bad times with the class. The bad ones were really terrible, it made me eat so so so much because I was so angry and upset with myself. Lol come to think of it, how stupid it was to actually eat all the chocolate and crackers at that point of time. Terrible and definitely not worth it. I think back sometimes and still feel ridiculously upset and unjustified. The happy moments were the best. I laughed and cried so much this semester, it was overall good. Thank you so much, see you all next semester and hopefully we will be in the same class again. Love y'all :*