Feelings

Life sucks. I am trying my best not to say anything mean or reveal anyone's name here because I don't want to be accused of bullying or anything. But I just feel that I haven't been treated fairly at all. I don't understand why is everyone treating me like this honestly, I'm angry, upset and its driving me mad. I don't like it when some people try to get close to me and when I accept them for who they are already then they ditch me, what is this. Do I deserve this? NO. If you never took the first step I will never have wanted to be in your life. But now that you have, you decide to play with my feelings and then ditch me after you get tired of me. I am not a game. I have feelings, you don't understand. Outsiders think that I deserve it but I don't think I did. You have no idea how depressed I was after you leave all these shit behind for me to clear, it's horrible. I cried every odd week, I cried before I slept because I thought of how we became friends to strangers. We are now nothing and I'm slowly healing. I wish you all the best anyway.

Story B. I am now very happy and I haven't cried or felt upset for the past 2 months at least? Today it was miserable. Idk it makes me feel like quitting twitter for real or just start a brand new account. I have been bullied on a freaking social media its not even funny. Isn't twitter a platform for people to tweet freely, like anything that's on their mind? Why am I being judged based on what I tweet? Why am I being scolded indirectly because of what I tweet? Why is it that I deserve to be judged by someone who thinks that my tweet is referring to her? Why? It was nearly a quote I got off tumblr why must people be so sensitive? It's so sad. People like this makes me HATE the social media so much. People like this makes me sad.

I have a severe weakness for people in general with damn beautiful eyes. Like those blue or grey or those mixed blue and grey kind of eyes. Dayum son, that's mad delicious.

Adventure Co0o0o0ve

Adventure cove last thursday with Shen yang, Ebe, Nat, Daryl, Grace, Jaclyn, Denise, Lenise and Darren! It was an early birthday surprise for my lover hehe. So met everyone except the siblings at tampines platform at 8am while Lenise & Darren brought Denise up to the platform and we surprised her! Because she had no idea she was meeting us + had no idea we were going to adventure cove, she dressed down by just wearing a top and fbt. So cute la this girl hahaha. So we even sang a birthday song for Denise at tampines platform itself, lol embarrassing moments. So we took a train to harbour front and then walked to sentosa, adventure cove!!! 

Lol the whole time I couldn't stop telling the girls how I met Demi at Hard Rock hotel a week ago hahaha bless my fangirl heart :) $29 per ticket for adventure cove and it was so worth the price omg! Changed into our swimwear and then headed down to the lazy river hahaha, love it because it suits lazy people like me hehe. 

No photos of us swimming and the rides because my phone was in the locker like 99% of the time? Only took it out during lunch time. Highlight of adventure cove would be snorkelling + the rides/slides. Snorkelling for the first time was so... weird? I didn't know how to stay in the water for long because I didn't know how to use the goggles thing lol. So we played from 10ish to around 1pm and headed for lunch. Food there was mad expensive!! I suggest you bring your own food to adventure cove in future. Crazy prices. A can of milo was sold for S$3.50. MAD. Shared a plate of pasta and some cheese stick with the girls + a bottle of orange juice.

Lol feel free to guess the price. You would not have guessed it. 

I don't know about you but I hate spending on expensive stuff, I don't splurge on any food above $15 honestly speaking (unless i'm at some fancy restaurant) After lunch, around 2pm, it started raining omg and we were prohibited from playing the slides! After awhile the rain stopped and we started queueing for the slides again and guess what we were already at the 3rd storey (slide is at 4th) and the crew members told all of us to get down because of the lightning warning system. Bummer! So we headed back to the restaurant and just talked and talked till they gave us the green light to proceed on playing with the slides. The second time, we quickly took our floats and climbed back up and right at the same damn place, we were all told to go down again because it was going to rain. EXACT SAME SPOT FML. By that time it was already close to 5.30pm and adventure cove closes at 6pm so we all decided to head and bathe instead. 

Dinner was @ Astons RWS. I ordered the black pepper chicken w/ potato salad and fries. NOT GOOD AT ALL EW. The chicken was 3/4 cooked and the potato salad sucks. + this was at RWS, a tourist destination. So I think it's damn terrible. I will order black pepper grill fish in future (i'm a sucker for black pepper ahahaha) Surprised the lover with a birthday cake after that and we played 7-up and 5-down so the loser would have to eat the remaining cake. I lost like twice and I had to forcefully eat the cake. I don't really like the cake because it has raisins in it ew, god damn it I hate raisins and nuts so effin' much. 

The birthday girl :')

Lol so as were singing the birthday song, the whole restaurant of people joined in and sang with us. Totally unexpected but it was so funny at the same time hehe. After dinner we took a walk back to vivo where I spend 1/2 the time guessing Jac's riddle which turned out to be a very lame answer... HAHA. 

Happy early birthday once again Denise! We love youuuu.