Hi, I updated because im asked to do so. Today was awesome mainly because there isnt school and well i managed to meet Anthea Andrea and Kelyn. Headed down to krtc at 12pm for chemistry test, its so difficult till i actually finished the whole paper within 15mins because i didnt know what to write for certain questions so i left most of it blank. In conclusion i screwed up my whole paper, cant wait to see my teacher's reaction this Sunday hehehe.
After test, Anthea and Andrea came over to find me and we went down to cq together for drinks. Bitched about family/friends/school/life/netball/crush, sucha meaningful two hours chat. Kelyn came to find us after that and we cabbed down to my house because i had work to do. Didnt did much of e-learning either, only managed to complete abit of chemistry, accounts and food and nutrition. Couldnt find the documents for maths and elective history. Had heart to heart talk with kelyn, luv! They left at 6plus and i went down to tm to meet mummy for dinner :)
Two truths and a lie. My life at this point of time is screwed beyond repair and i really dont know what to do. They told me not to dwell about the past and move on, but when i look at myself now i dont see any part of my own self. Its like im a complete stranger to myself, i dont feel worthy of anything much less be able to look into the future. Ive lost every fucking reason to stay in this world.
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