You dissapoint me time and again

Its the last week of school and things havent been working out as planned for me. Yesterday was really terrible, trust me. Had a really bad tummyache for the whole of yesterday, moodswings too. Thanks a million to my lovers Jac and Denise, Grace and Nathaniel for their concern in school and the rest on msn. They are like the best. Are your friends as awesome as mine? Bet they arent.

School as usual tomorrow, thursday's sports day and friday's CIP day at East Coast Park. The following week is march holidays, catching up with my girls + training + more studying! My dad's company is really generous, they gave my dad discount for Singapore flyer tickets and tickets to UK/England! So Singapore flyer next week and England next yearz, cant wait manz! I hope to see Jack Wilshere and Aaron Lennon there.

Your friends are always more important, I get it now. You were never there for me when i needed you, So why should i do the same. You can hang out till 3am for all i care. Dont come calling me to accompany you at your place the next day, call your friends. They are much more worthy than me.

I know that i just need you like ive never done before

First and foremost, I would like to send my deepest regards to Aaron Ramsey who suffered a horrendous injury last Sunday. My thoughts are with you bb, may you have a speedy recovery. Logan Lerman is the hottest guy on Earth because i think he's got the Zac Efron + Jack Wilshere features on him and i think im willing to give up Kyle Patrick, Martin Johnson and even Jack Wilshere just for him. To add on, I think his smile made my heart meltz.

Life have been mundane, daily routine of school and netball booth is killing me. I have been having uncountable amount of test and homeworks daily and its like i cant find the time to revise or complete all my homeworks in a day. Hence that results into copying my friend's work, screw sec four life so much. Seriously regretted not studying hard enough during sec three, there's so much things for me to catch up right now and time is limited. I feel like travelling overseas for a short break or maybe migrate to somewhere to study, everything here is too stressful.

"Its a terrible thing to know what you want but cant have it at all"