Ever since I took on a part-time job 3 weeks back, every week has been horrendous. I dread fridays and I dread the weekends so badly because of a ridiculous working environment. I'm currently a part-timer stationed at Changi City Point outlet and I'm supposed to work on Fridays and Saturdays and occasionally at other outlets like Tampines Mall and 313 Somerset. I work at Yami Yogurt. Yes if you're my friend you would have known that I've always wanted to work at a froyo outlet store because the working environment (from what i've seen and heard) always seem more fun. But no, I guess luck wasn't by my side and sadly I stupidly went for an interview at Yami Yogurt and even signed a contract. I hated the work environment since day one, I wanted something more fun and working with people around my age but no instead I got a grumpy FT as my partner when I work. Work sucks. I always thought of people working at froyo shops as fun, energetic and YOUNG people. But instead I'm working with someone who scolds me every single day when I'm working and she's 2x my age wtf. I want to quit this shit so badly but I can't and that's what pisses me off and makes me hate working so badly. I want back my weekends.

I can give you a 101 reasons as to why I hate Yami Yogurt so much but I probably will not even finish writing when the midnight comes. I even have work later on, yes work can just kiss my ass. I HATE WORK.

Crazy. Today I felt the worst heartache ever. Today I bragged about how good my eyecandy was and whatnot to my classmates and all they could told me was 'but he got girlfriend already!!!' Uh yes I obviously know that he has a girlfriend but there's nothing wrong with admiring him right I mean afterall I know it's not possible between us.

And then secondly I felt this distinct heartache today when his name was mentioned. It's like hais... I don't even know how to start. I have never felt so upset over a guy who knows my existence yet likes some other girl. I need a massive h2h talk with someone who truly understands me please :(