Wednesday, August 29, 2012

2 down, 3 more to go!

glutton is me. skipped lunch yesterday then ate so much for dinner. chilli chips + rice with japanese kebab sticks + milk tea with pearls. I am halfway there by the way!!!! I am done with 2 papers and only have 3 more to go before I officially end my sem one. Science UT was surprisingly easy today as said by many on twitter, I felt that the earlier parts were fine but the last few ones were such a killer //inserts shocked emoji// But overall science was alright, what's better is seeing him in the morning where cherry even said that we were wearing couple tee. aww this girl, couldn't stop making me blush early in the morning. But yes, it really made my morning + not to mention sitting beside cute malay boy during the science ut :)

  1. My birthday is in a month + 2 days time!
  2. I am turning 18 :)
  3. Considering having a small party @ home where a few relatives, close secondary school friends and close poly school mates around.
  4. Happy's birthday is in exactly 2 months time, 29th October!
  5. At the meantime, I still have NO ONE to celebrate my birthday with.. (krik krik)
  6. I will post a wish list on what I would like for my birthday soon so that my aunt can see hehe and get me something :)
  7. goodbye and bless the rest of your uts xx

Monday, August 27, 2012

60 months, 5 years have passed. But this, at least was what could be. We met 5 years ago where I was always @ Haig girls' on a weekly basis having netball. You on the other hand, was just someone, just a passer-by that never fails to appear at the bus stop waiting for your dad to pick you and your mom up because you always headed to your auntie's place after school. There was once when it was raining so heavily, just like today and me and the girls were running across the road to the bus stop for shelter. You saw us being drenched and took out tissues for us, the 3 of us Anthea, Andrea and me. Then slowly Andrea liked you. You and her became close and me? I fancied you but I never really loved you yet. We hung out together, always. It was like a weekly saturday night routine for us to meet up. But then one day, we play truth or dare and you said dare. They dared you to choose one girl to say 'I love you + make the kissy sound' You didn't choose me of course, you chose Andrea but I was jealous. I don't know why but jealousy was all over me. I think you knew. You texted me that very night, just asking if did I reached home safely and etc. I liked it. Slowly, texting you was like a 24/7 thing. We got together on the 26th 27th because I only said yes at 12.02am HAHA cheesy much. But true.

This whole relationship was an on and off thing with multiple quarrels in between. Officially broke off in May 2010. I met someone new in August and you, continued with your old ways I guess. You started texting girls and was constantly uploading photos of you and another girl online just to irk me. Subsequently, I ended up relationship no.2 from Aug-Sept. It just wasn't worth it getting too attached to someone whom I never really understood and was so difficult to communicate with. One thing I'm happy up till now would be the friendship that we have maintained ever since. Thank you for still treating me as your bestfriend and trusting me so much. Up till today, I wished we were still together. It's because of you that's why my expectation for men is so high (HAHA like not even kidding). Bring me back to 2007 now please, I miss those times where you would move between hotels and your house and I would still visit you anyway, I miss hanging out in your room just lying on the bed and having a good h2h talk, I miss you sleeping like a pig everytime I'm over at your place and you will wake up and apologize countless of times and lastly I miss those long warm hugs on rainy days like today, I just miss you and everything about you. Best friends always, Aaron Allius.